Really Love That Nursery Rhyme

http://www.fln.vcu.edu/struwwel/pauline_dual.html

When I was young, it seemed that life was so wonderful,
a miracle, oh it was beautiful, magical.
And all the birds in the trees, well they'd be singing so happily,
joyfully, playfully watching me.
But then they send me away to teach me how to be sensible,
logical, responsible, practical.
And they showed me a world where I could be so dependable,
clinical, intellectual, cynical.
There are times when all the world's asleep,
the questions run too deep
for such a simple man.
Won't you please, please tell me what we've learned
I know it sounds absurd
but please tell me who I am.
Now watch what you say or they'll be calling you a radical,
liberal, fanatical, criminal.
Won't you sign up your name, we'd like to feel you're
acceptable, respectable, presentable, a vegetable!
At night, when all the world's asleep,
the questions run so deep
for such a simple man.
Won't you please, please tell me what we've learned
I know it sounds absurd
but please tell me who I am.

BloodDrunk

They say drinking is a way to die
But at the end... Dying is a way to drink

Unquenchable thirst burns you inside
The ruins of already burnt out mind
Inexhaustable craving for something
You're already crying

Degenerate drunk with a razor blade
Strung out spilling your own blood
Exterminate scars already made
Ready for another drink, can you wait?

Detoxing, here come the withdrawals
Maybe you've gone too far
Deep within things are getting hot
Can't deny, take another shot

Blooddrunk

Wasted again
All the pain inside will fade
Blooddrunk

You call me insane
Degenerate bloodrunk with a razor blade

Degenerate drunk with a razor blade
Strung out spilling your own blood
Exterminate scars already made
Ready for another drink, can you wait?

Blooddrunk

Wasted again
All the pain inside will fade
Blooddrunk

You call me insane
Degenerate bloodrunk with a razor blade

Roter Sand

One love, one promise

Said I would come back to you

well, I must sadly break it

His bullet is stuck in me

One love, two guns

One points into my face

He says I stole you

He doesn't know

That you love me

Red Sand and two rounds

One dies in a kiss of gunpowder

The second shall not spare its target

Now is stuck deeply in my chest

One love, one promise

Oh the blood runs from the mouth

And no one will avenge

Senselessly I perish

One love, two guns

One could draw faster

Well, it was not me

Now you belong to him

Red Sand and two rounds

One died in a kiss of gunpowder

The second which didn't spare its target

Now is stuck deeply in my chest

Red Sand and doves

Refresh themselves on my blood

At the end there is but an end

I am good for something finally

Red Sand and two rounds

One dies in a kiss of gunpowder

The second which didn't spare its target

Now is stuck deeply in my chest

Ich werde immer bei dir sein

^ translate it from German to English

Klavier

They tell me
unlock this door
curiosity becomes a scream
what could be behind it
behind this door
stands a piano
the keys are dusty
the strings are out of tune
behind this door
she sits at the piano
but she doesn't play anymore
oh, that was so long ago

There, at the piano
I listened to her
and when her performance began
I held my breath

She said to me
I'll always stay with you
but it only seemed
that she played for me alone
I poured her blood
into the fire of my rage
I locked the door
they asked for her

There, at the piano
I listened to her
and when her performance began
I held my breath
There, at the piano
I stood beside her
it seemed
she played for me alone

The door is open
oh, how they scream
I hear mother pleading
father is beating me
they take her from the piano
and no one believes me here
that I am deathly ill
from sorrow and the stench

There, at the piano
I listened to her
and when her performance began
I held my breath
There, at the piano
she listened to me
and when my performance began
she held her breath

And the shark, it has tears

And they run down from its face

But the shark lives in the water

so no one sees the tears

In the depths it is so lonely

And so many a tear is shed

And that is why the water

in the sea is salty

Love is a wild animal

You fall into its trap

It stares into your eyes

Spellbound when its gaze hits you

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*put the award on your blog,

and

*let your nominated 10 know you've awarded them by leaving a comment!

Let's see. I give this to: Jokerman, Dandalily and Camelgirl

So since I can't find out the real history of this award, let's make one up

The Sweet Blogger Award was made by the great blogger god Blogger God to entertain the masses. The tag spread throughout the blogosphere until everyone had one. Then the fighting started. Two factions emerged, the first believing that the tag was for fun and everyone should be able to get one, the others believing it should only be granted to those worthy of the Blogger God's blessing. Furthermore, the blogosphere shattered into pieces, as everyone had different ideas as to what was meant to be written about for the tag. Eventually, after a major insult war and three cyber deaths, Blogger God stepped in and quelled the riots, wiping the minds of all but a select few of their memories of the blog war. The Sweet Blogger Award is currently a memorial to those who died, created by those who retained their memories. After the war was over the Blogger God declared (s)He would never again interact with the public and wiped its blog.

My Fav Song In The World

I'm going to go into the fir trees
There where I last saw her
But the evening is throwing a cloth upon the land
and upon the ways behind the edge of the forest
And the forest it is so black and empty
Woe is me, oh woe
And the birds sing no more

Without you I cannot be
Without you
With you I am alone too
Without you
Without you I count the hours without you
With you the seconds stand still
They aren't worth it

On the branches in the ditches
it's now silent and without life
And breathing becomes oh so hard for me
Woe is me, oh woe
And the birds sing no more

Without you I cannot be
Without you
With you I am alone too
Without you
Without you I count the hours without you
With you the seconds stand still
They aren't worth it without you

yeah its a rammstein song but i love it

Cheshire

Some Random Shit

well recently i have been getting back into Rammstein
(the greatest band in the world)
i think the second from the far left (guy with studded collar) and the guy on the far right are hot
(my opinion)
(im not gay)
and yeah i love there lyrics even though they are german

I look for you behind the light
Where are you
I don't want to be so alone
Where are you
I look for you under every stone
Where are you
I fall asleep with a knife

Where are you

well it rhymes in german

im also getting into Hard style techno

and i've been listening to alot of Mozart's requiems and the Wiggles

so yeah

bye

Cheshire

I Dont Know

I dont know why i feel like this

I want to cry but it wont come out

Why must i feel like this?

Why is life so shit?

Why must everything go wrong for me?

I might as well lie in a hole and die Cheshire

Why the hell are we here.

The world, purely a place of insanity... don't i sound so arrogant or naive saying something like that i am only fifteen after all. Firstly why are u here? Surely people are not interested in the failing's of a rager obsessed with chewing gum and a constantly depressed metal head but hey if a blab on like this i'm gonna lose the little attention i've gained hey?

Why are we here?

Why do people hurt us?

Why do people never show that they care?

Why do people judge us only on our misgivings?

But enough negative's, i'm not pessimistic i just wanted to be interesting :P

When i die throw gum on my grave and i'll be grateful



But... the other me sometimes just wants to rip my heart out